FragrantMemory
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Post by FragrantMemory on Mar 20, 2012 0:01:32 GMT -5
Interesting developments lately.
Flightiness acknowledged.
Can't hang with the girls without the guys.
Thursday food fair thing O___o
Murphy needs to remind me to remind him to remind me to remind him... to remind me... to what now ?
Started kung fu training again, after so long. Burnout, day 2. Hmm... maybe I should take supplements if joints and ligaments continue to act up. Must build endurance before life gets more hectic.
My old tendency to laugh at stupid things all day is returning. I meant to type a smiling face earlier to a friend, but wound up saying, "Hey, ___, are you going to the ___ ? =[" LOL must've thought I was insane. Well, I mean, that's a given.
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sammy
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Post by sammy on Apr 7, 2012 3:30:50 GMT -5
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Xyrad
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Post by Xyrad on Jul 25, 2012 1:52:19 GMT -5
Time marches on, and so do the handful of active members this board once had. I still check back from time to time to remove commercial posts, but I have stuff to do on the other side of this screen as well. Sorry, bud. We've other things on our minds at present.
Btw, this is my 666th post. Forgive me for not posting after this because I am quite comfortable with my count remaining at this number.
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sammy
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Post by sammy on Aug 19, 2012 15:49:26 GMT -5
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FragrantMemory
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Post by FragrantMemory on Apr 11, 2013 20:53:52 GMT -5
It's been a year.
A dear friend has departed our numbers. But we'll carry on with her memory deeply embedded in our souls.
It was all leading up to one thing, & I didn't even see it coming. Everyone else did. Not sure what would have been more disastrous - going through with it - or doing what I did instead : telling him exactly what I had been hiding from myself. This time apart marks personal growth, but I can't deny missing him - as much as I've been surrounding myself with new sights, sounds, people. Just a little glimpse of the past in the middle of the day, and I am jolted back to a time when I was safe and sound under his wings. You were the one to take life on, Christy, he would say. And then something else. I'm there for you. How long have I know you now? Of course I'm there for you... because - well... you know. There was always that you know, followed by a bashful grin. But no. I may not ever know.
I wonder if I'll ever let someone get that close to me, ever again.
This job isn't stellar, but I need the experience. I push back as hard as the boss pushes me. It is in these times that I see... just how dagger-like my dosages of truth can be. Work gives me migraines. But I'll stay so I can harness that ring of fire around my co-workers, so scorching that my boss cannot get within distance of them. If they won't stand up for themselves, then I will do it for them. Bet on it.
She loves me, and she wants to be with me. He's ruined her. Perhaps they have ruined each other. I don't want to be a part of it. I want the best for her, but I am not into her. I have felt the impulse to be hostile whenever she makes passes at me... but I don't want to hurt her. I want to be friends. That's it. They tut about not using the word 'never,' but it has its relevance at times.
I'm so cruel when people try to get close. I want to stop.
I'm losing myself. But I must remember. I've been to hell and back. I never took crap from anyone & I am not about to start. I am undaunted, I am resilient. I'm lighthearted and I'm carefully observant behind my ditsy demeanor. I will not betray any sliver of concern that was ever cast my way. My morals cannot be taken from me. I am addicted to biking. Reading is another outlet that also stimulates mental activity.
I will keep going because there is always someone who needs saving.
I could be your perfect disaster.
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Post by lost confused on Nov 8, 2013 19:44:42 GMT -5
Been months away from FB, and the outside world. I'm lost lonely hurt confused. Find comfort in talking to the lizard and birds while gardening, how kind animals are to people. Confused where I am heading, horizon blurred, and anxiety kicked in. Then maybe i am selfish, cause people that matter probably miss me, as not everyone is what they seem i guess. Words mean nothing, taken so loosely these days. I consider myself very loyal, no one is perfect, i am certain am not
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sammy
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Post by sammy on Mar 18, 2014 19:26:36 GMT -5
bring back 2 important friends K and N~L Its my fault solely for everything and wished I wasnt so stupid Being Aspire, i am ubber naive, and actually, love solitude, I have atm, but feel so bad when i am away from friends. I recently made a friend with another Aspire, who shares my interests. I know other non-aspire will forever judge me, well some do like those low life fly ridden rubbish antis
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