Random Thoughts Thread

[sammy]

niece Ling, hope u dont have much pain with the muscle. Good night sleep, diet does help anxiety i wouild think.

dryness, returned, anxiety i think due to anti obessions, bit hot flushed, but i dont think its the flu, just me, about to do some vacuming and think positive

[FragrantMemory]

^ Yes. Optimism is the substance of sunshine, the most potent medicine.


Happy Birthday to my mother.

[daint]

When doing my make up, without fail, one eye always turns out better than the other....

[Xyrad]

^ It's called the good side.

Year's almost over and, once again, I find myself drifting along the stream of time, relatively content with my place not without occasional disquiet within my thoughts... What's around the bend? How should I spend my energy and will the flow of events allow my efforts to go unwasted?

All's relatively well...

[marciafaitak]

the ex (ugghh people of the past) just posted happy birthday on my fb wall... took me FOREVERR just to type a simple thanx back. maybe i am reading too much into this... he's just trying to be friendly.

[FragrantMemory]

Enough is enough!.

I mean, what did I expect - that I would be a hermit forever?

Nooohohohohooo.... no, I am NOT getting the short end of the stick. Depression be DAMNED

.... IT'S TIME

[daint]

^ are you getting exercise this week? what about the social aspect?
i think you should go out for a jog. yes, it might be horrible, the thought of having to speak to people when you'd rather be alone, but you'd be back in the elements and you'll feel like you have a place in the world instead of waking up to the ceiling and four walls everyday... trust me on this one. let me know how it goes (yes you must do it)

Ling, there are arseholes everywhere. getting mad about their presence isn't going to make them go *poof* be proud of who you are, do your thing, accept that they are always going to cross your path. like you said, you can't redeem your family members by reprimanding members of society. right?

*hug*


on topic :

I think Ling needs a hug. ^^




Ling, you're badas$. You've been through hell but you're still making such an effort. you're a real tough cookie.

[FragrantMemory]

^ Why, thanks very much, miss daint. I need to remember everything you and all my dearest companions have advised me.

I dunno if I can manage a jog anytime soon (I can't even reach up for the Christmas stationary on the top shelf of my closet right now), but I'll surely take a walk.


Yes. There are assh.les everywhere... ironically this truth was literally slammed into me some time after your post.
Anyway, no one ever said college was the cure-all dose for immaturity, as those girls in microecon are the prime example of. Though, I can't help but keep thinking, "Last time I checked, high school was over" whenever they open their mouths. =_=
That said, I'll make my last semester here consisting of more than one online class. ^^;

[sammy]

sorry niece Ling wasnt around to help. Yes walking helps,cycling would also be good with depression, I had to give up cycling coz of health problems from the hard bike seat. Been depressed lately, also irritated towards antis. The only places ive been to in the past months is Clay, my friend who i bought hif gear from. I say to myself SUCK IT UP move forward. Aim to be ubber successful in 2012, and try to put the past behind me

[FragrantMemory]

You could try doing other workouts, Uncle Sam. Lifting weights? Jogging indoors (in place), sit-ups, push-ups.
I haven't done any of those in a while - ever since I got hit by the car.
Hypocritical of me...

Anyway..

I hope everyone had a happy Thanksgiving. <3

[sammy]

gosh poor niece Ling, u must be careful, yes i take night walks, was thinking of creating a vege garden or something, to keep active, anything to keep active, yes lolz like my old hyper dance vids i did on youtube

happy thanks giving <3 CS

baked some muffins yesterday, with slight variation on recipe
www.taste.com.au/recipes/19438/orange+carrot+and+walnut+muffins

[daint]

edit Apologizing to ling because I thought copying old lines from her posts would make her pick herself up... based on her recent updates.

i am sorry to offend you, Ling

[sammy]

wondering 2012 be anti free xD

[FragrantMemory]

She thinks of me erotically, but I don't do flings.
In fact, I'm not even sure if I'm physically attracted to females.
I've always had reason to believe I'm straight.
Regardless, I don't do flings.
Or threesomes.

I prefer soulful bonds.

This is.... just so... unexpected.
I respect my friend, so I respect her.

All this time, she was trying to get to know me better for certain reasons, but was too bashful.

He told her I'm asexual, but I'm just conservative in these matters.
He claimed to her that I've always made clear the boundaries between myself and the opposite sex, never going beyond platonic conduct, much less climbing into bed with one.
Of course that made me stir, because it's partially a lie uh-oh, but regardless I'm just not up for that kind of casual fling. =x

[daint]

^ *shocked*

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