What have you learned lately?

[FragrantMemory]

I've learned that the airport confiscates toothpaste in 'big' tubes, deodorant, and.... ta-da-da... water!!!

*flings hands up* It's been a long time since I've been immensely annoyed by anything.

[icekissmist]

math

[FragrantMemory]

That I'm a lazy bum whose lethargy is further fueled by the blossoming summer heat.

I am now down to six days to complete that goal, and I'm beginning to think I won't be able to. I'm being realistic here.

My punishment, self-chosen, will be to glue a picture of Kevin Woo's skinny-ass frame to my ceiling, so that I can wake up to it and fall asleep to its dark outlines.
Oh, the impending horror!
But since I think, in my discussion of it with my friends, I may have sworn to it, I'll have to do it if I fail.

Aja!

[FragrantMemory]

Bad news and good news can flood a single evening.

After a crying session that even makes the crevices between fingers sweat, there truly is a quiet after the storm. But next time I need to drink water after crying like last night or I'll wake up with a dry, itchy throat like this morning ...

But there will be hope and security to look forward to.
Thank you, God, for being sympathetic. Thank you, Lord Guan, for always listening. Thank you, Buddha.... thank you.
Even if I deserve nothing, my parents deserve the best. They have more good karma than anything. Thank you a million times.

[FragrantMemory]

There is a ditsy person in my family who can't seem to take care of herself, and I need to constantly keep her in check in nearly ALL aspects.
She has me worried sick most of the time.

So worried I think I'm gonna hurl again.

As if there weren't enough health problems under this roof already.

So far this summer has me stressed out and sad.

I get so many lows and recoveries in one day it's a wonder if I don't come out of this bipolar!!!! >_<

I don't feel like I'm enough. :[ I'm nineteen, still in school.... and they need me... maybe I'll drop out of school and get a full-time job. Oh gawd hours ago, I was so calm and now new issues arise again and dilemmas interweave and become a web of IONO-WHAT-TO-DO. D:
Illnesses, legal issues, doctors and psychiatrists(none for me, though I might soon need one due to all the strain, I'm sure), turmoil within the family, financial issues, court trials, .... and least of my worries, academics and EOPS determined to not let me in(which leads to the issue of not getting into classes I need).....
AHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

If only crying could make this better. But once I'm done, it'll all just be staring back at me.
OMFG WHY CAN'T MY RELATIVES CARE???

[sammy]

bossy of forum has good taste in emotions

[spammy]

some very nice ones hee in the view all smilies

[FragrantMemory]

People can be difficult. Very difficult.
And selfish. More often than not that's all there is to it in social interactions.
Classmates/coworkers, professors, police officers...
Then again, why should I be considerate to everybody? I don't have enough time/energy to do the best I can for everybody.

I have a few best friends and family members who are close to me, and I'll do what's in my capacity to help them.
Everyone else... I suppose it's like someone once told me, out of necessity.

Also, I need to leave the house early so I don't explode into bursts of speed on my bike and acquire a monstrous nail in my tire without even realizing it.
That's what I think it was.
Of course, there's the landlord's wife who holds crazy grudges against me for forgetting to sweep the coconut shreds.
Just to be safe I'm keeping my bike in the house, starting today.