FragrantMemory
Emperor
Breathe again .[Mo0:0][ss:WarmThoughts]
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Post by FragrantMemory on Sept 14, 2011 19:29:54 GMT -5
It took that much and more for me to see who my real friends are. I'm not saying I'm glad some of those things happened, but something was bound to occur to unveil the real world to a sheltered only child. Of course, in childhood, certain things were disclosed to me about my own family that scared the living daylights out of me, but that's secondhand. These past few years have been crazy. Often I feel resigned, aged - until I remember that there's an entire world waiting on the other side of the window. Setbacks are temporary. I'm sure things will get better. I'm sure I'll be ready to face society again in a year or two.
As it is, I feel safe in school. Safe with the routine and structure it gives me. I'm not going to bite off more than I can chew. I'm not like other people right now, and I refuse to let anyone pressure me.
Especially not since I shouldn't exactly be thinking beyond my wounds right now. I'll be lucky if I can fully function next week. Flipping open my accounting book... and the stark contrast of black text upon white paper gives me a headache. Dammit, electrical box, why'd you have to be in the middle of the damn sidewalk? Well, I'm lucky I didn't land on another part of my head.
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
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sammy
Wanderer
[Mo0:29][ss:ForHonor]
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Post by sammy on Sept 15, 2011 2:37:43 GMT -5
sucks Lingie, u know what i mean about antis that take fake friends where antis:P real friends always stick with u
peeves again ANTIS
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spammy
Swordsman
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Post by spammy on Sept 15, 2011 2:39:47 GMT -5
Pet Peeves: Evil antis @ Sammy, I'll always be your spammy wifey and bestie ;D
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